just when you look at the stars;

whattheheaven @ 2009-06-21T16:38:00

2009-06-21T08:43:33Z

Omg I love you all deep deep deep! :D

Our number of votes jumped from 5 to 17 within a night!! :D
Love love love :D

I loveeee this pic, my legs look so super duper extremely long!

Anywayyyy, please all continue voting! Once per day! :D

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whattheheaven @ 2009-06-20T21:49:00

2009-06-20T13:50:40Z

Vote vote vote! (:

http://cleanandclear.com.sg/gallery3.aspx?Name=141

Vote= I love you deep deep deep. :D

whattheheaven @ 2009-03-29T11:53:00

2009-03-29T04:03:28Z

Rachel Limmmm, I love you.
(:

After all we've done, it comes down to this?

2009-02-12T13:03:41Z

I have a lot of things to say today.
Chronological order luh uh.

At the start of the match, I was damn angry with Coach cause he asked me to sit out. Sit out for this match? The match that would determine everything? He wanted me to just stand there, watch, and be able to do nothing?
Then, I started looking at things from a different point of view.

I started noticing how our team plays. And damn it, we play great. And I'm not saying this just because it's the right thing to do now. It's true.
Every single one of you played awesome today.
Especially Pat Wong, we could all see the determination and everything you put into the game. Every single ball you took was awesome, be it receiving, spiking or service; Esther, cause we saw you going all the way to take the balls, front and back.
Chleo, I don't know if you're always this exhausted playing all the matches, cause this is the first time I'm having a good look. You play damn fantastic. Blocking, spiking, receiving all the balls at the same time.

And also, Zebrina. When I saw you taking all the balls, I figured, Coach did the right thing putting you in. All my fustration and anger became excitement and anxiety when I saw everybody playing such a good game.

It really is totally different seeing things from outside. Then I realised, we outside weren't doing nothing. We were cheering, putting in everything for the team playing inside.

And we lost the position in Top 4 by just 3 points.
But, we've come this far. We fought hard and with our all against XMS.
The way we all cried today, I don't know what to say. The future of SJCVB is uncertain too.
But we all did our best.

I thank Neh,
for coming to comfort me without me having to say anything. Sorry for dirtying your pinafore with all the tears and other stuff:/
Funny how the first hug we have after so long is like that.

And Jess,
for all your words of advice and consolation. So difficult to have to go through everything without a non-volleyballer's opinion and listening ear.

whattheheaven @ 2009-02-05T20:43:00

2009-02-05T12:53:31Z

Damn you, you've no right to scream at us like that. None at all!
You've been with us for a TINYYYY, INSIGNIFICANT MONTH and you think you're big enough to scold us for anything?
You think wrong!

Mrs Wong, and even Mr Seng have never cut into Coach's speeches. Who do you think you are to scream at us while he's talking?
You know next to NOTHING about the sport, about playing in the team, and you want to lecture us for it?
You you, basket you! Earn our respect before trying to show off your authority please!
Demoralising us when the match has barely even started is no way to get us to win.

And do you even think you can be any more disappointed than ANY of us losing the match?
We've gone through way more than you. More disappointments and everything. YOU DON'T EVEN FEEL A HUNDREDTH OF WHAT WE'RE FEELING.
What's the meaning of scolding us for not responding to something's that not even respondable to?

Pat was feeling so terrible in the match already, and yet all you did was scold and scold. Did you even bother asking how we're feeling? Did you bother trying to understand us? Definitely not.
FOUR of us seven were already injured and we still went to play.
Does that thought even enter your minute mind at all?

Honestly, break a leg trying to become part of the team.
And I mean literally. Then we might consider.

Sharon.

2009-01-21T12:31:08Z

Sharon, just for you(:

Thank you for everything, for your big phrases of encouragement, for listening, for giving me advice, for cheering me up, for your packet of vitasoy(:
These two days , if not for you, I wouldn't have been able to take it all.
Words can't express my gratitude.
Love you extremely much(:

whattheheaven @ 2008-12-07T16:07:00

2008-12-07T08:13:06Z

No training for 2 weeks! I'm gonna be bored to death.
Hope I can go for tuition with Qishan. Tough chance though :/ Honestly, weird eh. I must be one of the only teens who want to have tuition but parents don't allow -.-

Xinyun and I are going to create
ohmygooshie.livejournal.com and
ohmygoolishie.livejournal.com

HAHA. Cute eh :D

I understand there's nothing I can do
I can't be what she needs as long as she needs you
If you're the one she'll turn to from now on
There're things you should know about her when I'm gone

...

But she's a chance you'll never have again
A chance that always seems to come to other men
A chance I can't forget, a chance I somehow let slip away
Take care of her for me, she used to be mine

whattheheaven @ 2008-11-27T16:48:00

2008-11-27T08:48:50Z

I LOVE XINYUN
(:

whattheheaven @ 2008-11-12T22:52:00

2008-11-12T15:02:22Z

I AM AT XINYUN'S HOUSE LIKE NOWWWWWWWWWWWW. LIKE 10.58pm! LIKE OMGGGGGGGGGGG.
(:

Xinyun loves me (:
Xinyun's gonna sleep beside stinky Rochelle.
Xinyun's gonna love it to bits.
Xinyun's bed is gonna plunge down 10 storeys.
Xinyun's still gonna love me(:

D:

2008-10-31T16:15:25Z

Wife, I'll trust you.
Today's catch up was really nice, we seriously need more eh. (:

Watched Run Papa Run with Qishan yesterday. Seriously damn boring lah. KQS fell asleep, I really wanted to sleep but it wasn't my house): I sad lah, everytime Cheryl go can find nice movies, I go, we find a sleep inducing one.):

Auntie nominated me for Hey Gorgeous! -.-
Like seriously, I'll just lose and die and throw away all my face loh.

Ong Jing Wen.
You better appear on Earth soon.

whattheheaven @ 2008-06-04T00:15:00

2008-06-03T16:17:40Z

Gosh, camp in 8 hours and I'm still awake. Got to wake up in exactly 6 hours.
I know the world will miss me.
Pat Wong and Jessica aren't going for camp. How upsetting.
Friendly with Cedar in 9 hours 45 minutes, can't wait.

I hope we'll be able to look at beautiful stars ~~together~~.

whattheheaven @ 2008-05-31T22:09:00

2008-05-31T14:31:50Z

Tagged by Jessica to do this quiz. Lame woman.

Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions until you have named 20 people.

1. Xinyun
2. JingWen
3. Rachel Lim
4. Rachel Lee
5. Cheryl Yeung
6. Cheryl Lim
7. Jessica Tay
8. Jessica Yeo
9. StephanieL
10. Kimberley
11. DeniseT
12. Esther
13. YongJia
14. Jason
15. Ivan
16. Shermaine
17. Patricia Wong
18. Carissa
19. Yi Xuan
20. SzeMin

How did you meet number 14? [Jason]
Xinyun's friend's friend.

What would you do if you never meet 1? [Xinyun]
Hah, I don't know.

What if 9 and 20 dated with each other? [StephanieL][Szemin]
HAHA.

Describe number 3. [RachelLim]
Wifeee.

Do you think number 8 is attractive? [JessicaY]
I guess.

Describe number 7 [JessicaT]
Bimbo!

Do you know any family member of number 12? [Esther]
Jeremiah, lil brother, mother, Isabel?

What language does number 5 speak? [CherylY]
Obstreprorous or something like that. No idea what it means.

Who hangs out with number 9 always? [StephL]
Her clique, cousin, moi :D

How old is number 16 this year? [Shermaine]
15!

When is the last time you spoke to number 13? [YongJia]
Yesterday?

Who is number 2's favourite singer/band? [Jingwen]
Avril. HAHA.

Have you ever dated number 4? [RachelLee]
Yeah, I've dated her on MSN.

What is number 10's last name? [Kim]
Chung

Would you ever be in relationship with number 11? [DeniseT]
Eeek, she's my laska partner.

Which school does number 3 study in? [RachelLim]
SJC

Where does number 6 stay? [CherylLim]
In a well.

What is the fav thing in number 5? [CherylY]
ROCHELLE.

Tag five people to do the survey.
1. JW.

Idk who else wants to do.

Went for CheerFest today. SJC did great(: Not sure if they got into finals, I left early):
Was dragged around by Ms Tay and Mrs Ng to buy their stuffs. Omg, they're damn kiddy okay, super cute :D
Then, was forced to have a 3 hour feast of cheerleading with Ms Jeanne Ho. Scary okay.
But she's quite nice lah. (:

I had a huge not-so-obvious blueblack on my face in the morning. Now, I've a medium super obvious reddish spot. And my dad still wants to rub it later):

whattheheaven @ 2008-05-29T11:13:00

2008-05-29T03:26:13Z

AMaths class yesterday was, Idk what. Sitting beside Emily Tan is terrible okay, she doesn't listen! Haha, but quite smart lah, explain once get it already.

Lunch with Vanessa and Badriah, terribly terrible. Some ass said she could eat up the whole of Singapore seeing how big her stomach is. But somehow, that BIG stomach of hers couldn't even finish a popcorn chicken set even with the help of Badriah.

Training. I didn't even realised training's 4 hours. Slowww.
First thing we did there, roll on the floor in circles with the Sec 3s and Badriah. Sec 3s are cute alright! Everybody else is in the court, and we form one circle and do the rolling :D

Anyway, 4 hours of training later, and another 4 tomorrow. Don't know if should be happy or not. But, WHY CAN'T TRAINING BE IN THE MORNING? ): Waste the day luh.

whattheheaven @ 2008-05-25T23:20:00

2008-05-25T15:20:40Z

Leave a comment here and I'll;
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with a song / movie.
3. Tell a random fact about you.
4. Tell a first memory about you.
5. Associate you with an animal / fruit.
6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7. In return, you must post this in your own LJ.

Haha, funny thing Rachel Zhou has. (:

whattheheaven @ 2008-05-23T06:09:00

2008-05-22T22:09:47Z

Omg, PTM in 1 hour and 29 minutes. I SCARED. ):

whattheheaven @ 2008-05-20T18:00:00

2008-05-20T11:16:46Z

Thought today was Frisbee umpiring, wore skort to school, and ended up today was only Sec 2 Game's Day, which had no Frisbee-.-
Was I/C for Dodgeball, so stressful kay, have to keep signing stuffs and all. Ended up, St Emilie didn't win anything for it, but at least we won 1st for both Netball and Captain's ball. :D
Omg, tomorrow, Sec 1s Game's Day in the morning, inter-house Badminton after that, and training later. Have been missing loads of trainings, even this Thursday's. ):

And BK Neh, I don't PS you okay, recently also no recess, how to go recess together? Don't worry, I still love you :D I even bought the curry puffs for you lah, tsk.

A red ant bit me in between my right foot's big and second toe yesterday. Now it's getting swollen. ):

I've been hearing terrible stuff about you, everybody's been saying you've changed a lot.
Or maybe you've been like this all the while.

But I don't know why, I just can't keep from caring.

So, when you're upset, I'll still be here for you, if you want me to.

Because I love you, I want you to be happy.
Because I love you, I can give the world up.
And because I love you, you are the world.

But to give up doesn't mean I'll stop loving.
Hey, love. It's been 307 days, and I'm still missing you.

Never look back, we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,
Emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didnt hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow?

From the bottom of my broken heart
Theres just a thing or two Id like you to know
You were my first love,
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even through time may find me somebody new
You were my real love
I never knew love
til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

Baby, I said,
Please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what loves all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams
Through my heart
And Im back where I started again
Never thought it would end

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

Never look back, we said
How was I to know Id miss you so?

whattheheaven @ 2008-05-13T11:47:00

2008-05-13T03:50:59Z

Bahahahaa. I'm typing this in the school library now, and it's Physics. Mrs Thiru's a nice lady, let us come to library :D Annoying school banned blogger-.-
Oh, I'm gonna go for Centrestage concert! Anybody wanna go with me? ;D

Alright, I'm quite happy with languages' results, A1 for English and B4 for Chinese. I expected to get B4 for English and C6 for Chinese-.-

Tsk, Emily's making a nuisance of herself beside me now.

Carissa Castro! I read your letter just now. Thanks alot, GF! I miss you, and I love you too, seriously. :D

Life's a bitch.

2008-05-02T04:17:14Z

(: world.

MYEs rock. Poor Art girls had exams just now, and I was sitting in front of my com, doing retarded stuffs to my blog all the while.
I can't believe how bored I am. I'm looking for a blogskin, I'm trying to find many many people to link, I'm playing Neopets,

yay jingwen's here.
and jing wen's typing.
hello.
i am jingwen
i am rochelle's best friend.
she loves me
AND AND AND i navigated my way to her house by MYSELF :D
greatest accomplishment ever! to me anyways.
and yes i do have a life if you think that i don't jus cos my greatest accomplishment is navigating my way to chelle's house on my own.
it jus so happens that my sense of direction sucks.
so don't laugh at me.
there's a good person.
AND YONG ROCHELLE SUCKS CLOSE THIS PAGE NOW COS SHE DIN EVEN TELL ME SHE HAD A LJ. :(
YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YONG ROCHELLE :D

Tsk, she just took over my keyboard the moment she got here-.-
And yes, I'm off to BATHEEEE(:

kay i'm jingwen again.
chelle really sucks she has her hair in two pigtails and she's wearing some daffy duck nightie.
and she stinks :D
okay no but she looks ridiculously ridiculous.
yay byebye and i love rochelle more than youuuuu.

whattheheaven @ 2008-03-25T20:36:00

2008-03-25T12:42:28Z

Everybody's posting about how everybody's drifting from everybody.
Life's so -.

School's interesting these few days. Teachers are missing from every class.
I feel so sporting today. Volunteered myself for 2 great things. (:
I can't wait for AC. I can't wait for GF to come back. Hopefully, I'll be able to talk to her.

whattheheaven @ 2008-03-16T00:35:00

2008-03-15T16:47:55Z

I've been MIA-ing from LJ for too long.
I thought, in the past year, that I had finally found a real, true friend. But it seems that yet again, I'm proven wrong.
And yes, I miss you, Shermaine Tan Wei Min. (:

Nice song,

You don't run with the crowd
You go your own way
You don't play after dark
You light up my day
Got your own kind of style
That sets you apart
Baby, that's why you captured my heart

I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know what you have within
When I look at you, I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere (grow anywhere)
And there's no one I know that can compare

What makes you different, (alright) makes you beautiful (alright)
What's there inside you, (alright) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

Hey, yeah yeah yeah
You got something so real
You touched me so deep (touched me so deep)
See material things
Don't matter to me
So come as you are
You've got nothing to prove
You won me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you

What makes you different, (alright, yeah yeah) makes you beautiful (alright)
What's there inside you, (alright) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful

You don't know (you don't know) how you touched my life (touched my life)
Oh in so many ways (so many ways) I just can't describe
You taught me what love is supposed to be
You saw the little things that make you beautiful to me (so beautiful)
Oh yeah, yeah

What makes you,
What makes you different, (what makes) makes you beautiful (to me)
What's there inside you, (there shines) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

Everything you do is beautiful (so beautiful)
Love you give shines right through me (shines right through to me)
Everything you do is beautiful (ooh, ooh ooh ooh oh)
Oh, you're beautiful to me (to me)

whattheheaven @ 2008-02-06T18:35:00

2008-02-06T12:03:14Z

Mr Chris Chang, so extra right in the middle of the sec ones. ;D And the fun-loving committee and helpers! :D

Joycelyn and I! :D:D:D

Joycelyn, Jolene and I! (:

Tiny little me. (:

Joycelyn! While I was eating my Super Rings, I guess. Don't know thinking about what.

House practice was :/ with sec ones, but super great with them. (:

Whole family's here at home now. Almost 20 people in this house. Gosh. I love my cousins.
And I just knew that it's Chervin's birthday, omg. Mr Botak! :D

Hate that.

2008-01-25T13:14:30Z

Life's been super shit. Internet connection has got some problem. Sleep deprived and super dark eye bags. andyou'vebeenturninghotandcoldtowardsme.stopit):
But, saw Carissa and Siti! :D Mann, I miss those years.
Pcube was a crying session today. Everybody said their heartfelt stuff, I think. But I still don't feel the total bond. Hopefully we'll have it on Thursday at our last match. :/

Camp!

2008-01-12T03:16:22Z

Camp was super great. Stuck around with Jessica, Ophelia, Stephanie and Juliana until she went back. Tents area was super muddy after the rain on the second day. Gross, but everything else was great. Algaefied fish breeding pond, NTUC raw chicken captain's ball, the search for the kidnapee all rocked. So did campfire! Except for the part where 3E screwed up for our own performance. :D yup, i didn't have you here to carry my bag this time.

Bubblessssss.

2007-12-27T05:03:26Z

Went out with Rachel and Ryan to Pizza Hut for lunch after friendly with Pei Cai yesterday. Tsk Ryan. Nine years old and already so dao. Must be bad influence from sister. No wonder he's Jessica's boyfriend/husband(?) also.

Merry Christmas everybody.
Merry Christmas Rochelle. I'll see things in a positive light.

Life's an ass.

2007-12-23T10:54:46Z

Hello world. (:

No training for two weeks, I wonder if that's good or bad.
I wonder why Lejon's so scared of Regan. That's so cool, I want to learn from Regan.
Grandma's been nagging at me, asking me to call Regan 'Kor'. But, he gets goosebumps when he hears me say it.
Mum reads my blogspot. Wow, so she found out about all my I-said-I'm-going-for-training-but-I-went-out outings. No lah, actually there are trainings, just that I extend the training times alittle. :/

No Christmas, no Chinese New Year, no red packets. This few months are going to be a blast.